Sunday, October 31, 2010

about last night....

so last night after working all day I asked Mommy if I could take the cage off to give myself a thorough cleaning.

she said yes, told me where the key was, (which I had actually asked her to take with her, so I wouldn't be tempted when I get desperate...keep this in mind) and I washed myself. I actually did not need to lubricate myself to go back into the cage, my penis seemed complacent in his lack of sexual activity.

later that night, I realize that I may need to lube myself a bit after getting aroused and having my penis get stuck about halfway through the shaft of the cage. I took off the cage and was instantly rock hard, the ring still around my cock and balls.

So I started touching, not with the intent to orgasm, just...seeing what it felt like after six days with no touching.  I had so much precum on my head, It was ridiculous. I had also discovered a captioned gallery on that was making me quite excited. I was enjoying the tease and edge play when it happened.

My will had broken. I wanted to stop, but my penis begged me "No!" and I just could not stop myself from touching. I had an amazing orgasm, and came all over my stomach. (which is a big thing for me, I don't shoot very far)

I felt horribly guilty, and this afternoon when I went to meet Mommy at her parents I had to tell her. I was very worried that she'd be super upset with me, but she was understanding. I am still going to get punished, and I am not looking forward to that, but on our way home she called me to let me know she had to run back to her parents' house and would be a few minutes behind me getting in, and that I should be naked when she gets home.

just got home, typed this up and am getting naked after I hit submit. I wonder if I should take off this skeleton makeup?

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Just read my third entry...

and realized I never told you guys the rules that she came up with.

pretty simple stuff but I think it envelopes pretty much everything we'd encounter.

1. My mommy will always own and control my cock.
2. I will always do what my mommy says as soon as she says it.
3. I will not complain when my mommy asks/tells me to do something.
4. I will not talk back or be rude to my mommy in any way
5. I will accept all discipline as my mommy sees fit.
6. I will not lie.
7. I will listen to my mommy and think about what she says.
8. I will always think of my mommy first and ask permission before I do anything naughty or touch myself.
9. I will obey others when my mommy has put them in charge of me.
10. I will try to be a good baby boy at all times.

I know some of you are turned off by the whole Mommy/baby boy stuff, but let me reiterate, we are not an AB/DL couple. You could replace Mommy with "Princess", "Goddess", "Mistress", or even her name. It's just the term that we've come to start using...

Friday, October 29, 2010

five days in.

So it's five days now.

Everything is exciting me.

i found a website yesterday evening, It's all masturbation instruction, humiliation...that kind of stuff.

I guess I'm a bit of a masochist, as all I can do when I'm not going to get to come is watch this stuff and frustrate myself even further. Hopefully monday will be a good day.

oh yeah, I got told last night that I probably won't even get a chance to have an orgasm until monday because of the holiday and the weekend and stuff.

*whimpers* when I told her how her telling me that made my cock excited, she said "well maybe I'll have to make it two weeks instead of one..."

one week is exciting. I've done that before. Two weeks is scary.

- Much love and pre-cum

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

another lovely day in chastity.

so today I am going on my third (we think, lol) day back in chastity for a while. After deciding to switch back to the CB6000, we've been a little more serious about it. Today was fun, :P. I didn't go to my last class, and Mommy gets out an hour after I do, so I came home and took a shower (I was running late this morning) and cleaned myself real good, then came and chilled out on the laptop. I started looking at porn, specifically stuff from I love captioned porn, I don't know why though. The only problem with captioned porn is that a lot of the people making it are guys and apparently, did not finish the second grade, so some of it is instant boner kill.

anyway, I'm sitting here, locked up, looking at porn (specifically sissy stuff on imagefap. always gets me going because I am SOOO far from being a little petite sissy boy that it's a big fantasy of mine. hence why I'm totally weak for big muscle bear daddy types.) and enjoying my frustration when I look down and to my surprise, my squirt gun seemed to spring a leak. I was pre-cumming like crazy! And after only two or three days! When I say I was pre-cumming like crazy, I mean crazy. I mean it was coming out of the top of the cage and falling back, and I decided to stop looking at porn, and pulled my undies back up. The fun didn't stop there, because I had a nice big wet spot in my undies.

I told Mommy about it while we went to lunch on campus and she just smiled, grabbed my hand and told me I was "such a sexy boy" which makes me squeal like a schoolgirl.

We arrived home later and she led me to the bedroom, where we had some naughty fun. She pulled off her top and bra and motioned me to come over to her, so I did....on my knees in between her legs, kissing her stomach and her soft breasts, I could feel myself throbbing like crazy. She then told me to take off my pants, so I did, and after a few minutes I was told to fetch her purse, where she produced the key and told me to take off my cage.
She began touching me and told me to get on top of her like I was going to penetrate her, and started stroking me softly while the head of my cock rubbed against her pussy.... After some very very very good begging from me, I was allowed to penetrate her, but only for a few minutes.
She then told me she thought it was time that I went back in my cage and I pleaded with her, asking if my hands were tied behind my back if I could please have some more attention, that way she could tease me and no matter how desperate I was I couldn't touch, and she obliged. I also asked if I could wear my collar for her, and she said yes to that as well.

Mommy has learned (I think from my reactions) that she can just barely have her hand wrapped around my cock and it feels amazing, but is frustrating. You want the touch, but you dare not ask her to do it differently, it's not your place. I got really close to coming a couple of times, and after a few minutes she stopped and told me it was time for lock up again. I sat for a few minutes, and got soft, whining a bit until she asked me if I was complaining and wanted to be punished, to which I quickly replied "no!"

So, she uncuffs my wrists and tells me I have five minutes to be back in my cage or I will be spanked with the paddle that I do NOT like, which made me hard as a fucking rock. Luckily, I was able to think of other things and get back into the cage before the time was up, and shoed her my locked cock for inspection. She fondled my balls, telling me what a good boy I was, and then pulled my jeans up over the cage slowly.

I forgot how amazing it was to give part of yourself up to somebody in this sense. It's amazing. I'm so horny, and frustrated, but I've never felt more loved or at peace relationship wise.

oh, to anyone wondering- We got the collar and the paddle from Mr. S Leather. they're based out of San Francisco and make some great stuff.

here's the collar on some guy that's wayyy sexier than me:

Saturday, October 23, 2010

So today I'm all by myself

and locked up.

and horny as hell.

I think it's going to be a long day of playing with certain toys today.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Sorry for the little hiatus.

We've both been super busy, with school and the real world. October is a busy month for Mommy's side of the family, lots of birthdays and what have you.

so......after trying again and again and again with the birdlocked I finally broke down and went back to the CB6000, but with a few changes.

Here's the deal: The birdlocked is great. It's comfortable, it's soft, you sometimes forget you're in it, and it doesn't allow for the partial erections that the 6000 lets you have. The only problem is security. I can pull the birdlocked off if I'm desperate, and there have been a few occasions where I had a nocturnal erection that would NOT go down, and had to just pull it off because we couldn't find the key. It's great for exercising or riding my bike, but other than that....I'm pretty disappointed.

So unfortunately, I haven't been too chaste lately because of that.

I decided the other day that I'd go back into the 6000, and when necessary, take it off and put on the birdlocked for certain activities.

Seems to be working well enough, but I'm only one day back. I forgot how much my cock likes the feel of the, I put it on and feeling the plastic around me and stuff got me all excited, and that made it extra difficult because I was freshly shaven and I'm ALWAYS about a million times hornier when I'm freshly shaved.

Oh, on a side note- Bath and Body works sells a men's shave cream that is mentholated and it's AMAZING, both as a shave cream and as a bit of a tease when you're in the shower and those nice vapors are coming off of your crotch. Good stuff.