Sunday, October 21, 2012

What a long strange trip it's been.

So we moved back to Houston in September, and are staying with her parents until we get a house, essentially.

I started my new job, and am sitting here waiting to go in tonight. My first time on shift and it's also at night. Ought to be pretty run of the mill.

Of course, with all the moving and hustle and bustle, our D/s play fell to the wayside again.

However, last week, she was teasing me while we were lying in bed. She got me so hard and stroked me to edge a few times, then rode me until she was satisfied that Iw as about to cum, and hopped off. It's crazy. Half of the time she doesn't even make me bring her to orgasm, she just likes riding my cock enough to drive me crazy.

Anyway, she told me that if I was a very good boy this week that she'd let me have an orgasm on Friday, but I was not to cum or even think about cumming until then.

Wednesday evening came and I felt like I was going to lose it, so I locked myself up without asking her. She was disappointed at first but has been teasing me like all day every day since then.

We spoke a bit more about my desire to be cuckolded, mostly after a conversation I had on Omegle. I was telling her about this guy who was also into puppy play, but was definitely and Alpha. He loved that I was in chastity and was telling me how he'd pin me on the floor and make me his little beta bitch, because that's all I was.

I started talking to her about that, and how I wanted to get fucked in front of her. She loves the thought, and can't wait to see me get used like a little fucktoy for some real man. Then I kinda brought it up that if he completely dominated me and I was just lying there like a used up ball of nerves, and then he took her.........

well that would really solidify my place as the beta boy, wouldn't it?

Not only has he completely dominated me sexually....then he takes her while I am still recovering from the pounding he gave me.

She loved this. We talked and she teased, and she told me things like how useless my little cock was, and how it's only good to her locked up so she can tease me and watch me squirm and laugh at me and my pathetic cock....I also might have mentioned that because I want to be such a good boy for her that I wouldn't ask to be let out anymore. I really really really really really REALLY need to work on that whole "topping from the bottom" thing and this is one step.

She's really gotten into the's driving me wild. She'll roll my balls around in her palm, or take one hand and just stroke my head while I'm in the cage...and she just loves it when I whimper and squirm.

So we had a nice week, and friday came. I was supposed to be at work (but my boss had given me the day off a few days prior so I could prepare for the night shift tonight) but I surprised her with lunch at a fancy restaurant and even though we have been openly discussing and planning our marriage/wedding next year, I went through all the hoops to propose and make it as special as possible. She loved it, and of course, she said Yes!

Friday night came around and I was locked in my cage, hoping that because I had been the best boy in the whole wide world that day, that she might just let me out and fuck my brains out. I was mistaken.

...and that is a good sign I think....that she's REALLY into keeping me locked up.....that on the happiest day of her life so far, she comes and lays in the bed with her now Official Soon-to-be-Husband and unlocking his dick is not on the agenda. :D

She said earlier today that she's going to keep me locked up for a long time. I don't know what a long time is, but she had hinted before, albeit in a very jovial tone, that she might just keep me locked up until we get married. She's also said that for the entire month before our wedding, I'd be locked...but she did say I'd get unlocked for the bachelor party, just to avoid any embarrassment with her family in case there is some sort of crazy stripper fiasco.

Things are going great. My cock is driving me insane and I'm horny all the time. I reaaaaaaaaaally feel the need to find a dominant guy and submit that way now...I woke up yesterday and it was like my ass was just craving something pounding it....but I digress!

Things are going great! We're on the right path and we've got a place to stay, rent free, until we can afford to get a house. Then we have the wedding, and who knows what's next after that. I know I post sporadically, but now that we are back to a semi normal living arrangement and schedule, I feel like I'll have more time to update everyone. Especially if she continues to leave me locked up an tease me like this! It's so strange, too. Usually she'll unlock me and tease me, or fuck me, and leave me to squirm in my own juices, but she seems to be enjoying me having no freedom at all...for now at least.

Anyway, I hope the few people who are still coming in and checking my blog are doing well, and I hope you haven't abandoned me. I know I haven't been posting as much as I should, but Real Life seems to get in the way of your sex life sometimes. :D

It's been five days since I've had an orgasm, and only four in the cage. My longest record so far was fifteen days locked up, which we set fairly recently about a month or two ago. I hope she makes me go a little longer this time. Who knows, maybe I won't come until next October!