Saturday, July 31, 2010

Awesome day so far!

So Mommy and Me (I'm just going to refer to her as Mommy from now on. We don't really do ABDL stuff, but ageplay is always fun, and that way you guys know who I'm talking about.) just went and saw dinner for schmucks. You might think that this movie was just going to be a mediocre Steve Carrell/Paul Rudd buddy comedy;

It was awesome, haven't laughed that hard since the hangover. I don't want to give anything away, but Steve Carrel and Zach Galifianakis were hilarious. (I've liked Zach ever since I saw his comedy central presents special many years ago, so I'm glad he's getting good movie roles.) Plus, the theater was selling old used movie posters for a buck a piece, so we got like 8. :D

now, we're going to go play racquetball, and then maybe have some of the leftover dinner that I made last night. (I cooked up some cheeses tortellini in meat sauce and then turned out the lights in the kitchen and lit a candle just to be cheesy. It was delish.)

I've noticed that when I put on the birdlocked in the shower (sans lubrication) that these are the nights I end up waking up in pain because of some weird night time erection related issue. too much of my penis is forward, and sticks out of the vent holes, or I get smushed or something. going to just not put it on in the shower anymore and use a little bit of the silicone based lube that we have. so as it stands right now, I'm unlocked, haven't cum in....three days (?) and will be going back into the cage after I shower when we get back. Maybe I'll have something to blog about tonight if I'm lucky. :P

Friday, July 30, 2010

First Blog Entry!

So I've decided to jump onto the blog bandwagon. (a few years too late, I assume.)

I guess here is where I'd outline what I'm going to try and accomplish with this blog, or what I'm going to write about; so here goes.

I'm a young guy into chastity and fetishism, and have a girlfriend.  I'm going to recount stuff here, talk about what's on my mind, and all the regular blog stuff.

I've had a CB-6000 for a while, and recently we got a Birdlocked Mini device. I chose the cage because I knew it would be more secure, and wouldn't allow the partial erections that the other allowed. SHE chose the color, which is Bubblegum Pink. Partly because she loves pink, and partly because she knew it would remind me of my place every time I looked down and instead of seeing my penis saw a girly pink cage. When locked in, I can't get an erection. It has just enough space for the head of my penis to swell up a little bit, and you can tell I'm excited, but alas! No erections. Surprisingly, it is FAR more comfortable than the other chastity device, and I can wear it for longer periods. Luckily I've only ever been locked up for right under 2 weeks, because she likes my penis. a lot. heh.

maybe a little bit of a background on us would be appropriate at this point. After four years together, I finally got the courage to tell the girl that I loved and wanted to spend the rest of my life with that all the games that we had been playing in the bedroom were a lot more than just games to me. I wanted it to be something real, something that didn't turn on and off, something that I could feel every second of my life.  Right after our fourth anniversary, we had been talking and I decided to man up and do it. We were in the middle of some intimate activities when I told her I had something to tell her. I had her close her eyes and I disrobed, and then got out my collar. I got emotional. I told her how much I loved her, how much I trusted her, how much I needed her, and most of all; how much I wanted to be hers. Not just hers like "her boyfriend" but truly hers. At first she was taken aback and I thought "fuck, there it goes. you blew it. now she's freaked out.", but as I knelt there in front of her she took my collar and wrapped it around my neck, and after buckling it, she wrapped her arms around me and it was the most amazing feeling I have ever felt. Ever since that night, I have felt closer to her than I ever thought possible. This was over a year ago, and we have slowly learned how a D/s relationship works in the real world. This blog will cover our adventures now that we have begun to really blossom in our new relationship.