Thursday, February 7, 2013

I think....

that I'm going to abandon the blog all together, and move to tumblr.

I haven't made any super long posts in forever, and it seems like quick updates and picture uploads/shares are more tumblr's thing.

I'm gonna check it out and see what the fuss is about. I'll link if I make one and if you guys have one we can follow each other. :D

So anyone who's interested, go check out

I think it warrants itself to be a bit more interactive, so everyone ask me questions and all of that stuff!

Thursday, December 20, 2012


So it happened, and it was pretty much everything I thought it was going to be.

It's going to happen again tonight. She's going to do some stuff with her bridesmaids and I've got band practice. I'm going to be locked and after she does her thing, she's going over to his place.

As for the blog and the updates, I've found that as I have become increasingly busy, I feel really disenchanted with writing updates. I have work, band practice, my regular life, the blog, and a bunch of other shit. The blog just isn't one of my priorities anymore, and I can tell that the quality of my updates and writing really reflect that.

We'll see what happens with this, but I think I'm taking an official hiatus.(as opposed to the unofficial one I've been on with my sporadic updates for the last six months or so)

Sunday, December 16, 2012

it's finally happening...

sort of.


kind of.

the other night we went out with a friend and one of his friends. Our friend is kind of dominant, not really bi, and into her. She's also into him! He's aware of pretty much everything.

The night progressed and we all ended up back at his place hanging out. We came home around 4.

The next morning, she tells me that when I ran inside to use the restroom, they basically were making out, and she was telling me about how he started fondling her and kissed her breasts for a few seconds, and that was about it. Then we had the best sex ever. I was locked up the entire night, and she unlocked me to fuck my brains out.

I just got home from work, and I am now locked again. She's going to babysit, and then she's going to hang out with him and see what happens. I'm lying in bed about to go to sleep for a little while (at 4pm. I guess I'm taking my afternoon nap, lol) because my job has me going in super early when I work days.

So I assume she'll get back tonight and have a great story to tell.

The best part about it is that she's really embracing the whole Boy thing now....telling me about him and how he doesn't kiss like me, how I have sweet little boy kisses, etc.

It's so hot. I'm going to go insane. Everything in my life is awesome. Thank you, Universe!

edit: she's over there right now. I need to be up for work in like four hours. Can't sleep. Too excited. too horny. Can't wait for her to get home.

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Just another update.

I was allowed an orgasm four days after the last post. It really wasn't anything special or different than before, and I've been working my butt off so I neglected to post about it.

We met a friend from fetlife at Barnaby's in Montrose for dinner last week. He was coming from a bear get together and talked to another mutual fetlife friend(whom I've never met) about coming and meeting me/us.

He told me that the other guy was jealous, and that he said he had some superglue for my lock. This made my Mommy-Fiancee chuckle and she said she'd have to keep that in mind. I later found out that the guy didn't even say that, it was just the person we were supposed to meet fucking with me. he did say he was jealous though, or so I've been told! :D

Anyway, earlier today I texted her and asked if she remembered the whole superglue incident. She said yes and I bashfully told her that it was really hot. 

We played some games with her family and then retired to bed and I put on Fanboys. Great flick.

She was loving on me and we started talking about the whole superglue thing. I told her that I definitely would need some Mommy-Reassurance and she did her best to tell me that it would be okay.

She used me, as she often does, and once she came she started touching me some more, asking how long I think I could go?

Could you go one week for me?

I nodded.

What about two?

I nodded again

What about a whole month?

I was hesitant, but I nodded.

Then she brought up....once again.....making me wait until we were married. She talked about she'd tease me, and use me, and when we were finally married and I was allowed out she would kiss me all over and let me enter her so I could explode inside of her. Then she told me how bad she wanted to feel me exploding inside of her, and how she knew I wouldn't be able to control myself after so long so after I came she'd make me lick her and clean her out. All of this was while she was touching me, ever so lightly, with her soft little hands.

Needless to say, I wanted to come very, very badly.

She told me no, time and time again.

Then she hit me with another bombshell.

When she is ready to lock me back up, I'll know, because that will be the next time I get to come.


I'm excited, and nervous, and anxious, and horny.

I don't know how long she really plans to keep me locked. The year thing really really turned her on I think. I am a bit scared, as I believe I should be....but like I told her, if that is what she wanted, I would do it for her.

So that's where we stand.

Sunday, October 21, 2012

What a long strange trip it's been.

So we moved back to Houston in September, and are staying with her parents until we get a house, essentially.

I started my new job, and am sitting here waiting to go in tonight. My first time on shift and it's also at night. Ought to be pretty run of the mill.

Of course, with all the moving and hustle and bustle, our D/s play fell to the wayside again.

However, last week, she was teasing me while we were lying in bed. She got me so hard and stroked me to edge a few times, then rode me until she was satisfied that Iw as about to cum, and hopped off. It's crazy. Half of the time she doesn't even make me bring her to orgasm, she just likes riding my cock enough to drive me crazy.

Anyway, she told me that if I was a very good boy this week that she'd let me have an orgasm on Friday, but I was not to cum or even think about cumming until then.

Wednesday evening came and I felt like I was going to lose it, so I locked myself up without asking her. She was disappointed at first but has been teasing me like all day every day since then.

We spoke a bit more about my desire to be cuckolded, mostly after a conversation I had on Omegle. I was telling her about this guy who was also into puppy play, but was definitely and Alpha. He loved that I was in chastity and was telling me how he'd pin me on the floor and make me his little beta bitch, because that's all I was.

I started talking to her about that, and how I wanted to get fucked in front of her. She loves the thought, and can't wait to see me get used like a little fucktoy for some real man. Then I kinda brought it up that if he completely dominated me and I was just lying there like a used up ball of nerves, and then he took her.........

well that would really solidify my place as the beta boy, wouldn't it?

Not only has he completely dominated me sexually....then he takes her while I am still recovering from the pounding he gave me.

She loved this. We talked and she teased, and she told me things like how useless my little cock was, and how it's only good to her locked up so she can tease me and watch me squirm and laugh at me and my pathetic cock....I also might have mentioned that because I want to be such a good boy for her that I wouldn't ask to be let out anymore. I really really really really really REALLY need to work on that whole "topping from the bottom" thing and this is one step.

She's really gotten into the's driving me wild. She'll roll my balls around in her palm, or take one hand and just stroke my head while I'm in the cage...and she just loves it when I whimper and squirm.

So we had a nice week, and friday came. I was supposed to be at work (but my boss had given me the day off a few days prior so I could prepare for the night shift tonight) but I surprised her with lunch at a fancy restaurant and even though we have been openly discussing and planning our marriage/wedding next year, I went through all the hoops to propose and make it as special as possible. She loved it, and of course, she said Yes!

Friday night came around and I was locked in my cage, hoping that because I had been the best boy in the whole wide world that day, that she might just let me out and fuck my brains out. I was mistaken.

...and that is a good sign I think....that she's REALLY into keeping me locked up.....that on the happiest day of her life so far, she comes and lays in the bed with her now Official Soon-to-be-Husband and unlocking his dick is not on the agenda. :D

She said earlier today that she's going to keep me locked up for a long time. I don't know what a long time is, but she had hinted before, albeit in a very jovial tone, that she might just keep me locked up until we get married. She's also said that for the entire month before our wedding, I'd be locked...but she did say I'd get unlocked for the bachelor party, just to avoid any embarrassment with her family in case there is some sort of crazy stripper fiasco.

Things are going great. My cock is driving me insane and I'm horny all the time. I reaaaaaaaaaally feel the need to find a dominant guy and submit that way now...I woke up yesterday and it was like my ass was just craving something pounding it....but I digress!

Things are going great! We're on the right path and we've got a place to stay, rent free, until we can afford to get a house. Then we have the wedding, and who knows what's next after that. I know I post sporadically, but now that we are back to a semi normal living arrangement and schedule, I feel like I'll have more time to update everyone. Especially if she continues to leave me locked up an tease me like this! It's so strange, too. Usually she'll unlock me and tease me, or fuck me, and leave me to squirm in my own juices, but she seems to be enjoying me having no freedom at all...for now at least.

Anyway, I hope the few people who are still coming in and checking my blog are doing well, and I hope you haven't abandoned me. I know I haven't been posting as much as I should, but Real Life seems to get in the way of your sex life sometimes. :D

It's been five days since I've had an orgasm, and only four in the cage. My longest record so far was fifteen days locked up, which we set fairly recently about a month or two ago. I hope she makes me go a little longer this time. Who knows, maybe I won't come until next October!

Tuesday, August 28, 2012


We used to switch a lot more than we do these days.

and for this story we're gonna have to back up a bit.

So over the course of fifteen days when I had been locked up, I had to go to the store to get some stuff for her parents' house. They were watching her cousin's kid and I had to get something baby related and walked by the pacifiers and got a hardon. Well, you know, a chastity hardon.

ABDL stuff doesn't really turn me on. Just doesn't do it. Yeah, some of the pictures of girls and boys in diapers are cute but it doesn't really turn my crank.

I threw a pack of pacifiers in the basket and made my purchase.

When I got back to her parents' house I was feeling pretty weird about it.  It was embarrassing and I didn't really know why I bought them. I told her about it, and it was awkward-ish. I put them in my suitcase and forgot about them.

Last night, we are sitting in our apartment and a friend is over. He and I are in the living room playing a video game and she decided to do some unpacking in the bedroom. He gets up to use the restroom and I hear

"Hey babe.."

I look and she's got her head poking out of the bedroom with a pacifier in her mouth and is giggling like an idiot. Poking fun at me.

It was funny, but seeing her with it got me hard.

So at about three in the morning our friend leaves (we're all night owls) and we retire to the boudoir, where she is acting all snuggly and lovey dovey. I reach down and realize that she is so very excited. Excited to the point where her lips are swollen and soft. She's nearly pulsating with every heartbeat. We start having sex, and eventually I blurt out how fucking hot it was seeing her like that, and if she wanted to be my little girl.

She admitted that after she had put it up, she had thought about it, and it had gotten her pretty excited. The rest of our time that night was spent with us talking about things related to that, and me fucking her brains out because it got me so hot. Talking about putting her in pigtails or cute little barettes, and a nice little flowery dress and her learning how to please Daddy the right way.

It was fucking hot.

I went to bed hard though, and probably stayed hard all night. I woke up hard and told her that I wanted to fuck my little girl again, and she politely had to decline, telling me that I had made her all sore the night before. I told her that was fine, and that she could lay next to me and help Daddy come by being a sexy little girl, which she enthusiastically did. She was telling me all about the things she wants to do and learn, and I explained a scenario in which I'd show her how to please me and give her a special lollipop that gives her a yummy treat if she does a good job. She was very excited for that. We finished up and went about our business, getting some lunch and running an errand, then heading home.

She then reminded me that she was supposed to go out with the friend she has been out with before, that they were going to another movie. He's a potential person she'd like to fuck....and I'm still confused about it. We were talking earlier and I told her it's one of those things I don't know what will really do to me until it's been done. I think it's hot, it makes me excited thinking about it, but I don't know what the reality's like.

Either way, she was getting ready and I walked into the bedroom. She jumped onto the bed and laid on her back, showing me the sexy victoria's secret panties she was wearing.....she told me how sexy I was and I told her something along the lines of "you can go out with him as long as your pussy is nice and sore first" and then proceeded to wreck shop.

I started spanking her and could tell that she liked it. Even if she didn't want to tell me she liked it, her pussy was being a little tattle-tail, so I continued. She was on the verge of tears but she never once told me to stop. She took it like a good girl for Daddy, and I'm really proud of her for that, considering she doesn't get spanked very often.

After I had sufficiently worn her out, I made her stay on the bed on all fours with her ass and pussy on display for me so I could take some pictures of her reddened, hand-printed bottom. I put the camera up and she laid on her tummy, her cute little rosebud smiling at me. I asked her if she was horny, and if she had taken a shower for me. She said yes, and I started licking her tight little hole. This drove her fucking crazy. It always does. She moans, and thrashes about, and grinds her pussy into the bed, and makes a big wet mess for me.

After I got done rimming her I laid down and she cuddled up next to me again, and surprisingly started kissing me on the mouth. She's really weird about kissing after oral, and usually won't do it until after we're done and I've gone and rinsed my mouth out, but she was ready to go. I asked if she thought she was ready to come and she practically begged me.

I grabbed her hand and put her fingers on her clit. She looked surprised.

"Make yourself come for me then."

She started touching herself while I took my finger and toyed with her ass.

It took her a while, mostly because I think she was a bit embarrassed, but she came very hard for me. It was wonderful.

So now she's out at the movies with a sore bottom and a most definitely very sore pussy, and I'm sure every time she squirms in that seat she'll know that even if she does get to fuck this guy, that I OWN that pussy today.

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

A new record for me!

So I have always told people the longest I'd ever gone locked up was "roughly two weeks" which in reality was about a week and a half, maybe a day more.

Well, on August 20, 2012 I was let out and graciously allowed to orgasm. After fifteen days. Woo! New Record!

I know it doesn't seem like a lot, and I get that some guys who are into chastity maybe don't have a very high libido, but that was a long fucking time for me, lol!

And the best part about it is that she was telling me allllll about all the puppy play she wants to do when we get home (still in Houston), so on Saturday after we get home there's some fun in store.

She came into the room I was working in earlier and told me she needed me to stay at her parents house during the day on Saturday because she, her cousin's wife, and her mom are all going to go to this bridal show thingy.

I said I'd stay and cheekily asked if it was gonna be worth it for me.

I don't want to ruin anything but let's just say that, will be totally worth it. Check back saturday or sunday for another post. :P