december 13, 2010

I have been contemplating whether or not to post the pictures I took from last night.
Like I said, his cock is disproportionately big. I expected him to have such a cute little cock when we first played, and he pulled his boxers down and all I could think about was sucking him. In fact, right now that's pretty much all I'm thinking about as well. :D


actually, every time I come back and look at this post, all I can think about is sucking his cock. I really need a dom guy right now! :D

I imagine if anyone enjoyed seeing me locked up, they'd LOVE these two.

december 12, 2010.

The guy I had kinda wanted to see.... Remember Him?

He's been asking me to come over and study, and seeing as our test is tomorrow, I decided to meet up with him at his place and get some studying in.

We had been hitting the books pretty hard, and after an hour or so decided it was about time for us to take a break. I leaned back in the chair and stretched, yawning. ( I didn't sleep well last night. I was way too excited about my legs!)

He hinted at being able to give me a massage, and then said  "....but I have to shower.......I could give you a massage IN the shower..."

"shit. Do I tell him?......."  My brain was going crazy...what do I do?

"uhm....well....Remember when I told you I was really really kinky?"

"yeah..."

"well uhm...One of the things that gets me off is uhm...ironically...chastity...."

".oh..."

"and uh, well one of the cages I have....[Mommy] picked it so it's uh....it's Pink."

"oh. I like pink!"

"well yeah, so that would hinder our fun in the shower"

He then decided that he was going to have some fun at my expense, and got on his bed and started rubbing my shoulders. He got up after a few minutes and turned off the lights, and switched his computer off, and returned back to the spot behind me. taking his shirt off and rubbing my shoulders some more...He began to slip his hands inside of my shirt and rub my chest, and started unbuttoning my shirt. He laid himself down on the bed and motioned for me to straddle him, so I did and started kissing his neck while he slipped his boxers off and began to rub his cock against my stomach....after a few minutes of this, we switched places and I got a lovely picture of his lovely hard cock and balls next to my caged bits. We kissed, he rubbed himself against me, and much fun was had.

Eventually I told him to lie down, and made my way to his cock. He's got a disproportionately large cock. Nice and thick too. I wrapped my lips around him and took him in my mouth and after just a few minutes he pulled me back up to him an I asked him if he wanted to come for me. He nodded, whimpering a bit.

I told him I wanted to see him come, and he smiled, spinning over onto his stomach, and began grinding on the bed.  He told me the only way he can come is if he's grinding on the bed, and I told him how much he looked like a naughty little puppy, as I...mounted him, and whispered into his ear, encouraging him. I moved back a little, and started rubbing his bottom and his thighs, and he started humping the bed faster.

He spun around super fast and then started stroking himself and came all over his tummy and chest. It was wonderful.

Can't wait to play again.

december 11, 2010

I just shaved my legs for the first time ever. It took FOREVER and I didn't even get to do my ass. I was worried that my downstairs neighbors might've thought I OD'd in the shower and called the cops.

Mommy's been asleep since before I got in the shower, so it's a surprise. Nobody tell her!

mmmmmmmm. I shaved and shaved and shaved and with every stroke of the razor there was less boy and more girl. :P
feeling totally feminine right now, I even lotioned up my legs afterwards like mommy does to help keep from getting razorburn, and boy does that lotion feel good.

here are some pictures for you, dear reader. I decided to try and recreate the ones from the other night, so you could my transition from locked up little boy to locked up little sissy. Fuck that sounds hot. mm!

hope you guys enjoy the pictures as much as I enjoyed making them!

december 10, 2010

today was fairly boring. No classes, finals are next week, spent the day cleaning the apartment with Mommy as he family is going to swing by tomorrow.

I think our neighbors got evicted...that sucks.

december 9th, 2010. A milestone.

this is my second/third day in chastity. well second day, third night if that makes sense.

apparently not being able to get any erection at all is a lot more sexually frustrating than if you were allowed a partial one. I get excited, the silicon gets tight and that makes me more excited. I feel as giddy as a schoolgirl.
(also, on a side note. Mommy went to a party like last year where some girl was ending her time as a surprise party holder, and everything was half off. we have a lot of toys, but I never could use them)
Mommy is in class right now and about a half hour ago I asked if I could play with some toys, and she said Yes. Playing with toys is still masturbating, even if I'm locked up so I have to ask.

here's something you should know. I'm a butt virgin. Never been with a guy who was a top, never been able to fuck myself with toys except for my prostate massager. I even have a small jelly plug(not exactly mine, but close) that I've tried to use before, but if I go a while without using it, it hurts. In other words, my ass is tight.

I decided that today was the day. I was so fucking horny, and still feeling super girly from taking all those pictures and wearing those G String panties all day yesterday. So I asked Mommy really nicely, and then went and found the Silky Stud. He's cute, not too big, and he's curved juuuuuuust right.

I threw a towel down on the bed and laid myself down. I lubed myself up with some H20 JO and slowly starting pushing the Stud against me. MMMMM he felt so big. I knew it wasn't going to slide right in, so I relaxed myself, opened up a bit and got the tip of the head in......I had to push my weight against myself to push the rest of him in and oooooooh he was hurting me, but it felt great and I kept on going. Slowly but surely, I got most of him inside me....I could feel it in my tummy, and in my caged cock....the tingles, like when my prostate was getting hit, but I knew it wasn't.  I knew if I was unlocked I'd be so hard, and dripping wet right now. Now is where it gets interesting. The stud is inside me, hurting a little but feeling great a lot. I slide my hand down and turn the base and he starts vibrating inside me, sending pleasure all throughout my body. It was as if every single nerve in my body had been moved to my little boy hole, and I was in heaven. I think the neighbors may have heard me (but now that I think about it, they're all at work) but I didn't care. I was moaning and writhing, and started moving him back and forth slowly...letting myself relax even more around his thickness.

this is when The Stud started to fuck me. I could tell I was relaxed, and he started sliding in and out of my wet little hole, using it like the fucktoy it is. He felt so good. His cock has got these ribs all around it, and feeling him penetrating me over and over and over again felt absolutely amazing. I'm pretty sure if anyone was outside my apartment they would have thought that same strange woman had broken in and henceforth proceeded to get fucked, because I was moaning and acting like such a girl I think. Feeling the cock inside me, looking down and seeing that I don't even have a cock (at the moment).....only pink...feminine.....definitely not the big masculine guy I am in my outward appearance. I turned and laid on my side, and he started fucking me harder..I could feel my caged cock....the feeling you only get when you're being penetrated, or having your prostate hit....the tingling, the movement...the oh gods inside my urethra making me go insane.

That's when the stud pulled me off of the bed and took me into the shower...I was pinned up against the wall, my caged parts hanging there exposed while he fucked me as hard as I could take it. I could feel the warm water splashing against me as he entered me over and over again and I was going nuts......

the Stud must have had his fun, because he left and I was in the shower alone, washing up.

I had never been able to take anything more than my prostate massager without physical pain before, but today the stud made me his little bitch, and I can't wait for our next date. xoxo.

december 8th 2010 again!

yay I have a new subscriber!

thanks for reading Panda's Property!

just a quick update for everyone, the birdlocked mini is really really emasculating, even more than the 6000. First off you're not even allowed the partial erection you got before, and in my case...this one is pink.

so, I give you some pictures and hope you like them.

I'd like to make this a regular thing, and posted some before, but I don't think I ever got any feedback, so......any is appreciated.

                                                                Earlier today, feeling girly

And Later after my shower, feeling more Girly than before. Mommy loves these panties.

december 8th, 2010.

so in the past I pretty much all but threw out the birdlocked mini. I think a lot of the problem with the mini was the nocturnal pain. I went right back into the mini after not being in chastity for a while, and my penis said "nay nay!"

so, on a lark, I'm giving it a try again. I'd been locked in the 6000 since last night, and decided to snap the birdlocked on again and see what happened.

comfort is key, and during the day the birdlocked rocks. The nocturnal erections I was getting because of either the smaller diameter of the base or the smaller cage portion for my penis will hopefully not be a recurring problem.

plus mommy loves that it's pink.