I'm trying to get back into a regular exercise regime

and the hills here are intense!

I think between going out and running in the summer heat, using the rowing machine instead of sitting in the recliner when I'm watching TV or a movie, and getting back on a strict diet with all these summer classes I should be golden.

Can't wait to start tracking the progress. Starting an exercise routine after so long without it is really hard, and sticking to it is harder so hopefully I've got the gumption to keep at it until I get past that first mountain.

well phooey

She has been working a job through a temp agency that has her closer to our parents than us, and has been staying there.

I locked myself up over the weekend and asked yesterday if I could be naughty, and she gave me the OK.

:/ Something is just off about it. I'm trying to act more submissive, and wear my collar more, and all of that stuff and then getting to jack off in retrospect is just kinda...meh.

I mean, don't get me wrong I love jacking off, and in the moment of it it was pretty damn good. I came buckets. It just seems odd to me that we play with chastity and then I'm allowed to ask to jack off and more often than not I get the go ahead. (probably because I don't ask that much, I don't know....I think maybe hearing me ask for it gets her all hot so she says yes.)

I just don't know what is up. Maybe I'm just stressed because I've been doing summer school for about a week and she's been gone.

More talk of the Jailbird has been brought up, and we are going to see what finances are like now that she is temping, and hopefully for my birthday in August I can get one. Not really sure if it's going to happen because we are going to a concert (tickets bought for her birthday) that is a bit of a drive this weekend, and pretty much all of our extra cushion in the finances is going towards that.

I've been logging into SL again as well. Things change so quickly online, it's crazy. You go on a hiatus for a while and people begin to move on. My Daddy has kind of moved on, which is fine because it probably was time for us to seek other ventures. I just feel kinda bad because it's one of those things where I kinda disappeared and he knew I was still around (we're facebook friends as well) but obviously knew I wasn't going to log in anytime soon...I just feel weird about that too I guess.


I just feel off. I guess I'm in a funk.

Being a good pet.

Last night was a good one for us. We went and saw a movie and then tried some new drinks at the house (which were amazing by the way. Baja Bob's sugar free Mai Tai's are awesome.)

Anyways, we were doing the regular thing and fooling around and snuggling in bed and she started talking a little dirty to me, and we ended up discussing the topic that she brought up. We were both laying on the couch and I was falling off, so I said "Man I need like a harness or something.." and she giggled saying she could put me on a leash and lead me around.

We started talking about that more and more as the night went on, and I brought up a bar in Houston that I know is a BDSM place, and was asking her if she'd make me wear my collar and leash if we went. Apparently not only would I be walking behind her on the leash, but she'd really enjoy the other things she could do with me like that. Showing me off, letting everyone know who's I am, etc. She said something along the lines of if she had to use the restroom or go do something like that, she would have to ask someone to watch me for a few minutes. (which made me super embarrassed but turned on at the same time)

I also discovered that she's a bit more of an exhibitionist than I thought. While talking about all the things we could do in a bar like that she told me she'd make me kneel down and kiss her feet until she was so horny she couldn't take it anymore. She'd then drag me to a darker (or maybe well lit) corner of the place and push me down on my knees and make me lick her until she came all over me. Then I'd kiss her feet again to thank her. (these were all her words, as well. God it was so hot hearing it!)

anyway, that's what's been going on 'round here.

I know my posting has been intermittent but school was coming to an end and I was studying my ass off. I'm also taking a buttload of classes this summer so I can graduate in the spring, so my posts will probably be just as sparse this summer. I love doing this blog and getting feedback from you guys, so I'm going to do my best to keep you all entertained.

so I got a little frisky

and was able to take him earlier.

I think instead of being the bull I'll call him Daddy. I think I was saying that a little too much when he was fucking me. XD

More fun to be had tonight...now, it's lunchtime!

some new stuff for you guys...

So, my readers will remember my date with the stud from before.

Well I have a new beaux in my life, and if that little blue fella was the stud, this guy must be the bull!
First things first, it feels SO real. (I was immediately reminded of a certain picture of a certain Master's cock when I started playing with it...you know who you are.) When I opened the box and put my hand around it earlier today I got all tingly in my cage.
Second, he is BIG!
So I'm in the shower and there he is, hanging right in front of me, his big dick just bobbing at eye level.

He's not even fully erect, standing at attention but his big meaty cock is making me drool. I wrapped my lips around him and was reminded of the one or two times I actually got to put a real cock in my mouth. Taste aside, it's pretty damn close. I worshipped the cock for a lonnnng time, sucking on the head and gagging myself on it's girth. I lifted up the cock and started worshipping the underside and then started sucking and stroking at the same time. My locked cock was tingling and going wild.

I lowered him down and opened up the condom I had brought with me, and started slipping it on him. He's so big! the condom barely fits, I remember looking down at my cock and thinking "that's how a condom should fit on a cock. Tight....almost like it's not there!"

I tried my hardest to slide him inside of me but he is just SO big...and I haven't had a date with a man like this in a while. So I took the condom off and started kissing him again while I finished my shower.

I even took some pics!

Here's one of my cock next to him:

And here's one of me, the old boyfriend and the new cock in my life.

Adams' pleasure skin cock: 5/5 (I just have to learn to take it!)

one of those days....

today has been one of those days that just...

wow.

I don't know what else to say, really.

Our first night with the strapon did not go as I suspected it would.

She wanted to go see Hop, so we went and saw it. When we got back to the apartment there was a UPS box on the doorstep and I took it in and opened it, and it was our strapon. It wasn't supposed to get here until tomorrow, so we were really excited!
She decided to walk to the grocery store by our complex and while she was out I locked myself up because I was thinking "Hey if she decides to fuck me tonight I want to be locked up to get the full experience..."

When she got back we made dinner and then went swimming. We came back home and changed clothes and ran to the store again to get some liquor and made some awesome mixed drinks in our awesome blender we got last christmas, and then watched Baby Mama. (one of her faves)

We started to "turn in" and as we were lying in bed I asked if her she wanted to try it on. She did, and put it on but told me I could only look at it for a few seconds because she felt silly. OH MY GOD IT WAS SO FUCKING HOT I WANTED HER TO RAPE ME.

Anyways she took it off, and then made a comment that kinda hit me sideways. A few weeks ago she had an idea, and grabbed a little necklace charm. She told me that if I put the charm on the nightstand, that within 24 hours (barring nothing crazy happened) we would have sex. No promise of an orgasm, or anything like that..just get to have sex. So me being me, as soon as I locked up, I saw that strapon on the dresser and threw the charm on the nightstand. Now back to us lying in bed.

"you know you only seem to put that thing on there when you're already locked up, how are we supposed to have sex if you're locked up?"

"well I had just assumed it meant any kind of sex, like me giving you oral or something."

"hmmm I guess soo.."

"..............uhm.......I just had a thought.....you know....the uh strapon...has.....well you know it will fit me and if you wanted to.."

"I've already thought about it."

"well...would you.....like...that?"

"I suppose so. Turn out the lights and put it on."




I have now been officially turned into a fucktoy. It was a total mindfuck. "fucking" her but feeling nothing but my cage, and hearing her moan, and then we switched it up and she rode "me" for a while before allowing me to bring her to orgasm with my fingers. My cock was aching the whole time and I really felt like even though I wasn't being allowed to penetrate her, that I could come at any minute while I was on top. It was amazing. I don't even know what else to say about it.

I hope it's just as much fun when she's wearing it.

EDIT: I am leaking precum like crazy and we've been eating a ton of fruit. My precum is so sweet like candy. It's delicious!

No, I'm not dead.

Just took a blogging hiatus to deal with real life. The semester is coming to a close and I've been busy with school and work, and everything else life has thrown at me.

Yesterday was our anniversary. Six Years together!
Annnnnd just as a little tease to anyone who's reading, I JUST (as in, like two seconds ago) placed an order for our first strap on ever. We actually got two things:

And:

the picture is small, but this bad boy is pretty big. I'm excited as I've never had a dildo that was an actual dong before, and also because I can't wait to be on my knees in front of her with it hanging there intimidatingly.