Crazy Dream

I was walking into a restaurant alone. It was something like a Bennigan's or a TGI Friday's, only once I walked past the outdoor bar area into the actual restaurant it was obvious that it wasn't a restaurant at all. It was some sort of lab. There was a dead man lying on the floor, his neck was mangled and oozing. Someone approached me from behind and the man on the floor started moving. In my dreamstate, I recognized he was a zombie... Or some sort of Zombie type infected person.

The person told me I needed to follow her, (It was a woman. I think she was black, or mixed race. Not that it matters.) and I did. We quickly went into a room that was in the middle of this complex, and it was obvious that the man I had seen on the floor wasn't the only one that was there. The room was rather large. A rectangular common room with a small rectangular office on one side. There was a door on each long side, opposite each other; diagonally. The walls were about waist high, and had shatterproof glass going up to the ceiling. (you know, the type that has the metal lattice going through it) There were a few other people in the room, maybe eight total including myself and the woman. The zombie types were assembling outside of the room, and a few minutes had passed. Maybe an hour.

All of a sudden this monstrous thing slammed against the glass. It had thrown itself against the glass and was stuck against it, like some sort of diseased, genetically mutated cephalopod that was trying to get to us.

It slammed itself against the glass again, and the window gave way under the sheer weight of this beast. It had jumped into the room and in one fluid motion had taken three people in it's gob. They were standing and were walking towards us. This thing was using them, and they were stuck inside of it like fingers inside of some monstrous bloodthirsty glove. Somehow I knew that I had to cut the people out of this thing, and had my pocketknife (which surprisingly was my actual pocket knife that I carry around.) out in a flash. I sliced this thing a few dozen times and eventually was able to free its captives.

The woman who had originally brought me inside was thanking me, and I looked at the clock and realized I had an appointment to get to. (Weirdest part of the dream. Getting out of a zombie filled building because of an appointment? I think it was the dentist.) The woman told me to go, and to hurry. I ran out of the door that I had come in, back to the outdoor patio/bar of the restaurant. There were people drinking and eating, and a man heading towards the door I was walking through. I told him quite firmly not to go in the building and made my way to my car. (It was actually my girlfriend's car)

There was a beautiful japanese girl standing by the door. I don't know if she is real or not, but I was instantly reminded of hitomi tanaka (porn actress) and yoko matusgane. (regular model) She was wearing a pink teddy, and a thong. One of those over the top frilly, cutesy ones that has a little poof on it and rides really high on the hips. As I walked to the car I opened my arms and she fell into my embrace and held herself tight against me. I could feel myself growing, pulsating, pushing against her. I was imagining how beautiful she'd look when I had her naked in a few minutes. Her neatly trimmed tuft of hair right on top of her soft pussy was all that was on my mind as she pressed herself against me even harder. I could feel my cock throbbing and aching for her, and as my hand reached down to her ass to pull her even closer to me, we began to kiss and I woke up.


I've never had a dream that was that intense. (towards the end) It was fucking weird because when I woke up I was hard as a rock, and I realized that what I felt when she was rubbing her barely covered sex against me was really just myself grinding against my underwear. lol.

some things

We've been playing a lot more racquetball lately. I also locked up the other day and then she said she wanted to go play...I was worried about the cage and everything, but to be honest if I'm wearing undies and not boxers, it's no problem. It's awesome.

haven't used the cage as much as I'd like, but we're trying. :P school takes up a lot of our time.

She really loooooooves the design of the jailbird. She likes that she can touch me and give my poor imprisoned cock a few kisses and tease me further.

I have a bit of a crush on my English professor, as well. He's cute, and young. If he weren't my professor and I saw him at a bar I might try and buy him a drink, but for now I'll just stare at his ass while he's lecturing. :P

other than that......not a whole lot is going on in our lives. We went to a munch recently, but she was really uncomfortable, and I kinda was as well. I was under the impression that it was going to be completely vanilla, and then people started having discussions about old hang outs and old scenes (as in towns/bars) and using names, and referring to people as "Master such and such" and it was kinda not vanilla anymore. She gets really anxious, even to the point of feeling sick and that was one of those times.

I have been watching a TON of these hypno style trainer videos that I got off of ourdirtypleasure. I really enjoy the bimbo fantasy. Like....not so much the sissy aspect of it all anymore (although that's still a fun fantasy, obviously) but the bimbo-ization is what gets me. I'd love to be hypnotized into a drooling, silly little boy who only knows how to do what he's told, and is always happy and giggling, and ready for service.

Last night was another night when my insomnia kicked in and I only got a few hours of sleep, so I played some Fallout for a bit and tried to go to bed around 1, woke up four or five times and was up at 7. ugh.

Think I'm going to take a nap here in a few minutes before we go get some dinner.
oh shit, I almost forgot. I need to call my student loan people too! Lots to do today.

Hello Blog!

Oh how I've missed you.

My life has been insanely busy lately. School started back up, and with that came work. I'm also doing a bit of interning with a local business so I'm spread pretty thin when it comes down to sexytimes.

I got an email the other day from a woman who worked for an adult toy company, asking me if I'd be interested in doing some sort of Toy review for them. From what I understand, they send you a toy of your choosing (from a specific list obviously) and then you just....write a blog that is somehow about it, put up a few links, and then send them the link to the blog post. Next month you get a new one and do the same.

It seems interesting, and it's not EXACTLY being an advertising-whore. The representative made it sound as if you could basically do anything you wanted as long as the toy was mentioned (and I'm assuming not badmouthed, lol.) and you linked to them on the blog post. Like I said, seems interesting but I don't know if I'll have much time to blog in the future, let alone do posts like that, and I'd hate to see myself neglecting actual blogging in turn for something like that. (although, It IS pretty cool that I'd be getting free sex toys. I think any company who's willing to do something like this is pretty cool. So we'll see.)

some captioned pictures.

I started a thread a few days ago on an imageboard for people into chastity, and it took off like a rocket so I think it's going to be a mainstay. I'll make the thread and all the regulars can check in, and people who've never thought about chastity can get turned to the dark side.

Anyways, it was mostly guys and some of them were gay, so I decided I'd take a bunch of my pictures and cap them with a macro generator so here they are:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

and also thanks to user PinkSilk at Imagefap, they used some of my pictures to make a nice little caption that I found the other night!

Just an update, a picture of the jailbird.

Just want to thank everyone who reads these updates and show you all my amazing birthday gift! This thing is AMAZING. Thanks so much to Mature Metal and Mistress Mature Metal. They are awesome. Not only did they make me an awesome deal on this, but Mistress Mature Metal has been in contact with me on Fetlife after I received the device, just to make sure everything went swimmingly. She even asked me if I'd like to send in a picture for their "Wall of Fame" in their office! lol.

Once again, these people are awesome. If you're thinking of buying a custom device, put mature metal at the top of your list!

Mature Metal

We just got home from a weekend with our parents

So, we get home earlier and I check the mail and there it is. The box.

I am drooling.

I am excited.

I can't wait to rip it open.



We took care of some things and I took some trash out that I forgot before we left, and then I asked if I could open my "birthday present." She said yes, and after looking at it for a while, I asked if I could try it on, and she told me not right now.

I think she's doing it on purpose because sitting here looking at it and thinking about it is making me go insane. XD

Finals are over!

and my birthday's coming up!

Making plans to have people meet at my parents' house, and enjoying the few weeks of summer vacation I get between summer and fall semesters.

Paid for the new cage yesterday, and waiting for it to ship. I'm so excited! Here's a picture of it, just to show you guys what I'm getting. This isn't his normal design, it has a locking pin on it like the CBXXXX series does. I'm so excited!

Did I mention I'm excited!?





Edit:

Wowie wowie wow wow.
It's 1:45 am right now. We just had some amazing fun. Still high and in subspace.

We are lying in bed and she throws the covers off of me and we being to kiss and canoodle, and eventually she reaches for me. I can tell this is going to be one of those awesome tease sessions because she is cooing at me and telling me I'm such a sexy boy, and using that voice that I love so much. She tells me I'm a sexy boy, and a good boy, and she asks me if I love being submissive to her, doing everything she says. I am in subspace at this point and agree to everything she says. She tells me to tell her how much I love being submissive to her and I try to scramble some sort of thought in my brain and answer correctly (I think I did ok.)  We change our positioning up and I ask her if she would use some lube, and she obliges me. She stroked me and teased me, and when I got to the edge I would try my best to hold back. She would coo at me and tell me what a good boy I was for trying so hard not to come, and eventually I was begging her. She got to this point....she was really enjoying my frustration. lots of "awwwws" and "you poor baby"s. She told me she loved hearing me beg for her, and that drove me even wilder, and I begged even more.

then shit got serious. She started touching me very lightly, just my head. I shuddered and made some squirms and told her how sensitive I was tonight. This turned into her stroking just the head of my cock...for...I don't even know how long. I was in agony. Sweet agony. She asked me ONCE if I wanted her to stop, and I shook my head, frustrated and desperate to come. But I knew I'd never come like this. It was torture. She had me on the verge of tears, and brought me back down. It was amazing. I was allowed to play with her and use my fingers to bring her to orgasm after she had her fill of teasing me, and I think I got some major brownie points for telling her how I really felt afterwards. "I'm so....like...I feel like we just had the most amazing sex ever, and I don't even care that I didn't get to come. I'm just so happy that you came...and ....that teasing....my endorphins are going crazy" and they were. This was about an hour ago, she's since fallen fast asleep (she came super hard. so wet. so fucking hot. I love it.) and I am up because the dog needed to go out. I wanted to write this all down before I forgot. I just...wow. We haven't done anything like that in forever, and it made me feel amazing. I love her so much, and this night was just the icing on this amazing day cake I've been having.