Wow, is it almost August already?

This summer has been a very busy one for me.

Between school, and having to go back to our hometown for things we've been on the move constantly for the last month or so.

Some serious shit happened relationship wise and thankfully we are fine. I don't really want to go into detail, other than what I've said. Some stuff happened, but we worked it out and are happy now.

I can't believe my birthday is in almost two weeks. :D Hopefully by then everything will have gone as planned and I WILL be able to get that maturemetal cage. Even if it doesn't work out as planned, he told me he'd hold it for me.

For those of you that haven't read much, basically this is what happened.

• My CB6000 broke.
• I posted on fetlife ranting about how a product that SHOULD be able to prevent erections likes to split on you when you're trying to train yourself to go to a smaller ring.
• MatureMetal emailed me on fetlife offering his condolences and pretty much being a good business man and offered a sales pitch
• I told him how much I had been lusted over his stuff and how I would have bought one if I could afford one
• He offered to look through his overstock stuff and told me to take some measurements.
• I took measurements and gave them to him, and it turns out he had something someone ordered and didn't pay for that would fit me pretty much perfectly.
• I informed him of the fact that he was awesome and politely asked him if he could hold it for me until mid august or so. (when my financial aid should come through and I'd get my money back from paying tuition/etc.) 
• He told me that he would indeed hold it for me, and I did a little happy dance.

Aside from everything else going on, I've been pretty depressed. I was really pissed off at myself because our money situation could have been avoided had I not taken these summer classes so I could graduate next May. She reminded me again and again that this was for the best and it was not my fault, but I still felt like I was to blame. As far as August goes, I knew we were going to be late on our rent. It was inevitable. Even If I sold a guitar, or the other stuff I had craigslist we wouldn't have been able to cover all the bills that were due.

And then on top of all of that the damn CB6000 had to break again. Everything has to go bad all at once.

So for now, the maturemetal cage is my light at the end of the tunnel. I know all the other stuff is going to get paid for, whenever we can, and then after that I'll be able to get the cage, and that is a thought that's making me really happy. :D

a breakthrough!

So a major breakthrough in my quest for a steel device.

I only need two hundred dollars to be able to get one.

I guess the donation idea was silly, but I was kinda hoping that there would be some crazy millionaire fetishist who would donate some of the money.

I've got some stuff up on craigslist that we are trying to get rid of anyway so i'm hoping that it will sell and I'll be able to get the funds together.

Other than that, we just took our first test in one of my classes (pretty sure I aced it) and I've got another one tomorrow that I'm going to have to spend most of today studying for. Woo.

So, Dear Reader, if you are sitting in front of your computer wondering "What am I going to do with this money!? I have all this money but NOTHING TO SPEND IT ON! WHY GOD!? WHY HAVE YOU CURSED ME WITH SUCH AN INSANE AMOUNT OF MONEY!?????" here's a simple fix! Hit that donate button and make a blogging boy forever grateful!

fuck!

My CB6000 just cracked.

This has already happened once, and I fixed it with some super glue, but it just snapped again.

god damnit.

I don't know if I'll be able to wear it if I can't get a proper fix soon.

one of those nights.

So it's 1 a.m. and here I am typing up this blog. I've got to be up at 7 to be in class by 8 and I can't sleep. I was asleep for about an hour, and then the dog woke me up so I took him out and came back and just can't sleep.


I do get insomnia every now and then but this is different. My boypussy is aching. My cock is twitching, but not hard....wanting to leak. It's probably because I've been watching these damn videos from Ourdirtypleasure that I find so appealing. You know the ones, they show you a bunch of people sucking dicks or getting fucked and a bunch of words flash on the screen to melt your brain into a total cock whore. Too late for that, I already love dick lol...But these damn movies have got me all horny and all I can think about right now is fucking myself insane with my dildo.

It just really increases my urges towards men when I'm locked up. I guess my brain figures "well if I can't play with MY cock, I might as well play with SOMEONE'S cock...."

So here I am, sitting in my chair on the laptop trying to figure out how to get tired.....

The best day ever!

This post needs a little backstory.

For those of you that don't know, I have a very full life outside of kink. (Hence why my posts have been sporadic over the last few months.)

Aside from playing guitar, going to college and being the best subby boy possible, I love all things beer. Buying it, drinking it, and most of all MAKING it! I love brewing, and it's a passion I have only recently discovered seeing as I'll be 23 in august.

Okay, so anyway. Today we went to a local brewery's tour. It's a really small place as of right now and they make AWESOME beer. I'm not going to name any names but yeah. There is some other stuff that went on that I'm going to cross my fingers for, but I'm not going to talk about that here. :P

So we went to the brewery and I had a few dollars that we got from my parents last weekend, so I bought a souvenir 22oz glass for like seven bucks and of course I went to the free sample line. Tried some Stout and some Grisette and by the time I had finished both of those I was feeling pretty good.

So we came home and I took a nap because I was kinda tired and after an hour or so she came in and snuggled up to next to me and woke me up.  She tossed the covers off of me and started being all lovey dovey and I asked what she was doing. She told me she wanted to snuggle without pants, which made me laugh, and then she took her pants off (imagine that!) She was wearing these panties that are oh my god hot. Little thong things from Victoria's Secret with little stripes on them. 

I started kissing her hip, and she was really getting into it so I asked really politely if I could go down on her. She pulled me up and kissed me and then told me yes. By this time I was completely nude, except for my chastity device. She was on her back and I brought myself between her legs and she pulled me down and kissed me again. She lifted her foot up and started teasing me through my cage and then told me how much she wished I was unlocked. I laughed and told her that that was completely up to her, and then she told me to get my key from the bedside table.

I handed her the key and she unlocked me, and started stroking me. Oh god it felt so good. I had been locked since....either the third or fourth....we'll go ahead and say the fourth for good measure. She continued to kiss me and tease my cock and I could feel the heat of her pussy up against me and it was driving me wild. Her hands were running over my chest as hands are wont to do, and she twisted and pulled at my nipples like she has done so many times before. I was about to lose it, my cock was right up against her but she wasn't letting me enter, and the heat from her felt like it was going right into my core.

I finally begged her to let me enter her, and she smiled and wrapped her arms around me, pulling me close with her legs and allowing me access. Man, it's been a long time since I'd been locked up and then used like this. Every thrust was making me go wild. Eventually she got so into it that she started calling me Baby Boy and telling me what a good boy I was, and I asked very politely for her to tell me that I wasn't allowed to come, and she obliged me. We continued and I asked her if she'd like to finish on top of me and she smiled and I assumed the position on my back. She got on top of me and started grinding me and god how I love that. Looking up at her, being underneath and basically trapped. Her going to town on top of me, just plain old using me like a fucktoy.

I got a little brave again and asked if she'd like to ride my face the way she was riding my cock, and she smiled and said something that I really can't remember. I was having a really hard time not coming at this point and I told her that if she wanted she could grind on my face and that would give her more control to make sure I didn't come. She straddled my face and as soon as I started kissing her I felt her hand wrap around my cock and start stroking me. She started to kiss my hip as I had done to her earlier and I could hear her going crazy. As her moans and gyrations picked up, so did the speed of her stroking and she entered that phase where I just new she was going to come. (also she told me how hard she was about to come all over my face, lol. I love when she talks like that!)

So the bang came and we continued a bit of loving, and she snuggled up next to me and told me it was time to go back in the cage. To be honest, that doesn't phase me. In fact I quite like it. I love the feeling it gives me, knowing that she just let me out so that she could have some fun, and that I was going right back in after she had used me to her liking.

So that was my day. How was yours?

Welllllllllllllll

I'm not very interesting these days, am I?

We just spent our last bit of money on rent so I doubt I'll be able to save up anything by my birthday to get the jailbird(I even sold my birdlocked because I hadn't been using it.) I've been locked up now for about three days and Summer II has started back up, so I'm putting my nose to the grindstone with my studies.

We had a nice fourth of July, and got to use our membership cards to go to the rainforest pyramid at Moody Gardens because it was just recently reopened. It was SO COOL! The way they remodeled it, you go up into the top canopy of the pyramid and it was just so cool. There was a butterfly garden, and some of the animals were out free and if you were lucky you'd get to see them up close. Highly recommended for anyone thinking about going to Galveston.